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Random depression... [Oct. 27th, 2000|01:17 am]
Kurt Onstad
[Current Mood |morosemorose]
[Current Music |Matthew Sweet - "Devil With the Green Eyes"]

Don't you hate that? Everything in your life seems to be going pretty well (ignoring the fact that you still don't have your license back because you owe a couple of thousand of dollars to the courts...), you've got a good job, you've got the potential for a relationship building slowly, and overall, you should be happy.

So, why am I sitting here, wondering if I'm going to cry?

There's no real logical explanation for it. I'm pretty much caught up on my sleep (got a little over 10 hours last night), I haven't gotten into any fights with anyone. Maybe I'm just lonely right now. There's no one to talk to online right now, and I've gotten so used to there being at least two or three people to get into conversations with.

Well, this music isn't helping...(Pulling Billy Joel singing "Goodnight Saigon" out of the CD player...) Huh. Looking at my selections I brought out into the living room with me, I pretty much chose all slow sad music, or at the very least, happy music wtih sad lyrics (Matthew Sweet is the god of that particular dichotomy).

Well, I still haven't finished my comic book reading for this week yet, so I'll continue to do that, and hope that someone comes online to relieve me of this loneliness, if that's the problem. If that's not the problem, then I apologize in advance to anyone I chat with tonight that finds me rather morose company...

Kurt Onstad
Yep. It does appear he's going to cry...