|Yeah, it's been a while...
||[Oct. 8th, 2001|03:53 pm]
Just got out of an anti-social mode that I had been in for a little bit. I'm better now, although with my allergies acting up the way they are, I'm still not as pleasant a person to be around as I usually am. I hate this time of year. I always get more sick than usual, and my allergies bug me constantly. But, by this time next year, I'll have health insurance, and hopefully be able to do something about this...|
In addition to my allergies, I'm also watching myself head back into some bad thought patterns that haven't been around in a while. As regular readers of this journal well know, except for a brief period of time (the past year or so), I've been very unsuccessful with women. Well, now that I'm broken up with Riki and single again, I'm finding myself going back to being the lonesome loser. It's a comfortable pattern, but I seriously doubt it's healthy. There are two ways out of it...
- Find women who are attracted to me and willing to let me know this...(Good in the short run, unhealthy in the long...)
- Get more confidence in my own attractiveness in another way (Would help with the first one, but is much harder to do...)
2001-10-17 09:43 am (UTC)
Been awhile indeed!
Hate it when old ghosts come back to haunt you ;>
This is old ground my friend and we have covered it before and will cover it again. If you need to chat or need a verbal pick-me-up you know where to find me. No being anti-social or morose cause I know where you sleep :)
We should get out some and catch a movie. Keeping up with your life here is not the same as talking about it and now that my own life schedule is more socially acceptable we can do this :)
Let me know kemo sabe...