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Hmmm... [Aug. 15th, 2002|12:37 pm]
Kurt Onstad
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I wonder if Amy's friend is still reading my LiveJournal. S/he hasn't left any comments since here, but then my journal entries haven't dealt with Amy as much...

I also wonder how much, if anything, of what I write here gets reported back to Amy...Notice how much that not's stopping me from writing anyway...That's because this is all stuff that I most likely will tell Amy the next time we get to talk. If there's anything I've learned from my past relationships (especially Riki), it's to get your feelings out there about what's bothering you, so that you can discuss it, instead of letting it fester. Honest, open communication. That's my keyword to my relationship(s) now. (Of course, that requires communication, but I already went off on that rant, so we'll just stop there...)

Kurt
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From: (Anonymous)
2002-08-17 09:42 am (UTC)

I've as Hard a Time

I've as hard a time talking to her as you. She is very busy. This is your place however, and I will not say anything out of sorts to her about it. She knows about the journal, and if curious could come to it herself.

I just like hearing your perspective; it's refreshing to hear a guy talk like that about a girl.

-Anonymomomous

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[User Picture]From: speedball
2002-08-17 12:40 pm (UTC)

She is aware of it, yes...

And she's also aware of you. She and I talked Thursday night (which I'll post about later tonight, most likely), and we tried to figure out who you are. She has a couple of ideas. If you're her first thought, then we also know each other, even if we haven't spoken in 10 years. But it's probably "The Fear Of..." something that's stopping you from announcing who you are...

Otherwise, you're probably John.

And now I'm curious. Talk like what? How do you see me talking about Amy that's different from how guys normally talk about women? You're probably right, but I'd be interested to hear more details on that thought...

Kurt
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