|So much for sleeping early...
||[Oct. 18th, 2000|02:18 am]
|||||Our Lady Peace - "Clumsy" (IKWYDLS soundtrack)||]|
Oh well...Tomorrow's my Friday, and I'm not going to Court this week, so I'll catch up on my sleep Wednesday and Thursday night...Yeah, that's the ticket...
I'm getting to that stage where I need constant reminders not to read too much into what Megan is saying...Yesterday, when Megan was about to go to sleep, I said, "No, don't leave me yet." and she said, "I don't want to." Fortunately, Erik was there to remind me "Slow..." when I told him how speechless that left me.
Then, tonight, right before Megan was going to go to bed, I said, "I wish our schedules were more in sync," or something similar (not remembering exact wording, and I don't save conversations, although, it seems like maybe I should, at least long enough to post about them...). Her response was "So do I, so do I." It's the repitition of it that got me. Now, looking at it logically, it probably didn't mean anything more just because she said it twice...But, I can't help but read more into it because of that simple repitition. Am I insane? (Well, yeah. I know I am, but am I wrong to read into this?) If she keeps making comments like this, it's going to be harder to not interpret them the way I'm being reminded not to...
I brought up bussing it out to see her on Friday and tutor her in statistics (and, you know, whatever else we feel like doing together...). She said she'd have to check her schedule. Good thing I asked...Just showing up probably would have freaked her out. Want to avoid that. Thank you, self...(No, I'm not thanking myself. Check out the one person who's actually been commenting...).
Well, I really ought to sleep or something...8 hours of sleep would be such a new thing for me...And it's right about at the point where if I don't go to sleep now, I'm not going to get it...
Oh, the things he does for his art...